Can't Cry Hard Enough

Looks like my posts come in monthly sprees. A very close friend of mine IMed me a little at random and directed me to this song. I knew what he was going through, and pretended not to be connected. Because I was busy? Or in the middle of work? Distracted, trying to be hard-hearted and not live in an emotional world? Perhaps all of the above.

What I do know is that for that terribly insensitive behaviour, I do owe him an apology. And this is for his grandmother.

(Yes you're right, this is a very sad song.)

Can't Cry Hard Enough

I'm going to live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple good-bye
It all goes by so fast

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm going to open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes up in the sky
There it goes beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm going to look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is just an empty chair

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now